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Post by Fleet Captain Brock Dantara on Aug 2, 2008 4:04:19 GMT -5
Shian...::He started:: The Impstors messed with my mind too. Only not the same way as yours.
Back on the Guardian, You had left. I got no goodbyes, nothing. I didn't realize at the time that the "Shian" that left me was an impostor. I should have realized it. There was somuch going on, the hysteria and fear from the war......It was all I could do to just keep focused on my job. Whatever I was feeling, I would not let the crew down.
I had a firend stationed in Bajor sector. he was in charge of security. I had contacted him, and asked him to watch over you. We were Cadets together and he owed me some favors.
I recieved pictures of you on New France....With another man. Kissing him, running on the beach with him....
I got so angry, I just started grabbing everything in our quarters that was from New France and smashing them. Lydia tried tohelp me as much as she could. I dared not speak to the Captain about it.
I was just...dying inside, after seing those pictures. Shian, Jax visited me after you left. those impostors even fooled him. He told me he was unable to talk to you and couldn't understand why.
::He began to cry a little.:: I was so angry, Shian. So hurt. that I.........divorced the Impostor, thinking it was you.
The JAG reversed it when I realized it was an impostor.
I'm sorry Shan. I;m so sorry, I should have know that it wan't you. You would never have done those things!
I had too much on my plate. the ship and the crew had to come before my prsonal feelings. I had no time or energy to properly analyze the situation. The Captain had to force me to stop working and rest at times.
I'm sorry, I had to just get that out of me.
::He took her hand:: Baby. I love you more than the universe itself and I.......I want to marry you all over again. I want to look at you and re-ignite those vows we made to one another.
I want a second honeymoon. I want to find new ways everyday to tell you how much I love you.
::His tearing eyes looked into hers.::
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Post by shian on Aug 3, 2008 1:58:58 GMT -5
::With rapt attention, she listened to him. He was clearly disturbed by what he'd done and she thought that it may have been something that he didn't want to admit to.::
::She laughed to herself. Isn't that exactly what she had done? He was right. They both had some healing to do.::
::She put her hands on his, her voice soft and gentle.::
Look, Brock. I understand that you were angry. And, I don't blame you for divorcing me.
::Her eyes searched his for that spark of familiarity.::
But you know now that it wasn't me. That doesn't mean that at the time you could have forgave and forgotten. So, no, I don't blame you at all for what you did.
The fact that you still love me and just asked me to marry you all over again is what's overwhelming me, though.
::She smiled at him, using her thumb to wipe away the tear that had fallen.::
We may have a lot to get through before things are the way they were, but maybe it will be better than it was.
Yes, Brock. I absolulely will marry you again.
::Now the tears were forming in her own eyes.::
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Post by Fleet Captain Brock Dantara on Aug 3, 2008 9:51:31 GMT -5
::Heard her words and then took her in a hug. He held fast, rubbing her back.::
I know we both have some work to do. Bu one thing I know for certain, I gan get through anything with you at my side.
Together, we'll beat this. put it behind us. And it will be better. I promise you that.
::He leaned close to whisper a line he'd heard from the poet Walt Whitman.::
Grow old with me, the best is yet to be.
And, honey, one more thing........
Can we sit to site back to quarters so I could get cleaned up? My eyes are still a little teary, I don't want to worry the bridge crew.
::Smiled::
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Post by shian on Aug 3, 2008 10:47:19 GMT -5
::She felt a giddiness in her chest and stomach. It was as if she was hearing his proposal for the first time, and her excitement in her response to him was completely new. She clung to him as he held her.::
::"Grow old with me, the best is yet to be." The line played over and over in her mind. That was what she wanted. She was lucky enough to find Brock in the first place. And though she had lost him once, thought she'd lost him forever, here he was, still wanting her with him forever.::
::Would Jax still love her? Would her only brother, who'd she'd lost when she was still so young, know the truth? She hoped that he would, and she hoped that he'd be happy that she'd begun finding her way back.::
I think that would be a good idea.
::She smiled to him when he'd asked. She, too, didn't want anyone seeing her just now.::
We'll take the rest of the food back with us. Are you ready?
::As she watched him trying to clear his face of tear tracks, she admired him. She admired and loved him. He truly was the one that she intended to spend the rest of her life with, good or bad, in sickness or in health.::
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Post by Fleet Captain Brock Dantara on Aug 4, 2008 9:18:25 GMT -5
Yes, ::Brock nodded::
::He quickly kissed her, then gathered up the food back into the basket. Standing close to Shian he hit his commbadge::
Two to beam from arboretum to Captain's quarters.
::They began to shimmer and disapeared from the arboretum.::
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Post by 1stltkenmccoy on Sept 2, 2008 22:06:17 GMT -5
::Stands there with the XO::
"I apologize if you think my actions were inappropriate Ma'am, and perhaps I should have made my departure known to someone, however, I did not think it would have been appropriate for me to walk from the back of the room to where you were for something like my wish to leave a difficult situation for me."
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Post by Commander Christina Rivers on Sept 3, 2008 0:16:17 GMT -5
ChristinaRRivers: Her eyes held his and she responded with very little emotional intones in her voice. " That maybe the case but still you are to hold your ground and support the Captain. ChristinaRRivers: He himself was having issues as was everyone else in the room but they stayed out of respect and to support each other during a rather difficult time. I was not comfortable in there but I stayed as well. I would ChristinaRRivers: have informed someone should I have had to leave because of being unable to stand the emotions in the room."
Lt Ken McCoy: I support the Captain fully Commander, and I understand more than you will ever know how difficult that was for him to do. If you really must know my reasons for leaving, then I will tell you, even though I am going against a Lt Ken McCoy: promise made not only to myself, but to Lt. Taris as well. During the war I was involved in the defense of DS9 under the command of the Lt.'s brother. He was more than my commanding officer, he was like a brother. He died while Lt Ken McCoy: making it possible for myself and several others to get out of danger. His fighter was destroyed because a young Corporal-me-was unable to keep up. I had to give his uelogy...you have no idea how hard it was to do that, knowing Lt Ken McCoy: that is was because of ME that he died. You have no idea how difficult this very assignment is for me, working as I am with the sister of the man who my inexperience killed. Lt Ken McCoy: :;Unshed tears are visible in his eyes as he continues::So yes, I left, the memories of that day were too much for me. If there is fault in my actions, thenm discipline me as you see fit Commander, but do so knowing that nothing
ChristinaRRivers: "It was his call to make. He chose to defend rather then retreat. I'm sure if it were any other officer out there he would have done the samething. As officers are trained to make snap desisions sometimes
Lt Ken McCoy: you can do is as bad as what I live with every day of my life.
ChristinaRRivers: leading to their own distruction, but they make the choice on their own. Hoping that some good comes out of it. :: She rubs her temples for a moment before nearly collapsing :: ChristinaRRivers: What I live with everyday is beyhond your comperhension. I will keep your personal reason for leaving between us it goes no farther. I was mearly asking you to follow protical and inform someone ChristinaRRivers: you had to leave. Weather you like it or not you are apart of a family the moment you joined this ship. We all look out for each other and we all depend on one another for many things including support. ChristinaRRivers: However, I will suggest you talk to Regal about survivors guilt as he has managed to make it through his. Perhaps, learn something from him to make yourself understand one man's death is not ChristinaRRivers: your burden to bear.
Lt Ken McCoy: I will take your suggestion for what it is, a suggestion. However, unless you make it an order, I would not inform him to expect seeing me anytime soon. I know the facts of the matter and have come to terms with it. The only thing Lt Ken McCoy: that remains is for me to reach closure with Lt. Taris, since she was just adversly affected by Jax's death as I myself.
ChristinaRRivers: At least you can reach some form of closure. Most are not that forchanite. ChristinaRRivers: Most have to live a nightmare for the rest of their lives and speak to no one about their pain. You at least have an opertunity to heal Lt. remember that the next time someone asks you to stay for the sake of decorum.
Lt Ken McCoy: I will tell you what I told the CSEC, I will not make any promises, but I will do my best to do so in the future, more than that I cannot promise, Ma'am
ChristinaRRivers: Understood. :: She turned to leave and walked a few paces before suddenly grabing her stomach and doubling over in pain. ::
Lt Ken McCoy: ::Seeing her double over he taps his commbadge::McCoy to sickbay, medical emergency initiate site to site transport of Commander Rivers to sickbay immediatly, authorization McCoy Theta 12.
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Post by Commander Christina Rivers on Oct 20, 2008 9:29:31 GMT -5
***Contiued from Exscutive Quarters*** She put her hand in his as he lightly held it. Rocky when he got into the area started bouncing up and down. It was like he had springs in his feet. Chrisina couldn't help but laught. I guess he likes hearing he's a good boy. He then calmed down and started sniffing around for his 'spot'. He really has to go. I think this is the most intent I've seen him on finding the right place to go to the bathroom. We could let him off the leash so he can go in privet. He responds to verbal commands.
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Post by Lt John Hooper on Oct 20, 2008 11:14:29 GMT -5
He laughs He's looking for just the right spot as he unhooks Rocky from his leash
I like the Arboretum and that sense of planet side he looks at Christina and smiles Maybe would have a picnic Me, and You and Rocky be great
He laughs A song just came to mind Me and You and dog name Boo he puts arm around her waist
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Post by Commander Christina Rivers on Oct 21, 2008 6:55:07 GMT -5
She leans into him and smiles when he puts his arm around her waste. She watchs Rocky go take off into the Arboretum to find his tree that he likes. That would be a good idea to have a picnic. Perhaps Millisarie and Amir would like to join us. I know that Sparticus and Rocky are good friends. They haven't had a play date in a long while. She then looked at him, That is if you think that would be a good idea. She didn't want to impose herself, she just got excited at the prospect of Rocky getting to socalize and them as well. She was thinking in the back of her mind it wouldn't hurt to meet some of the other crew and socalize as a couple.
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Post by Lt John Hooper on Oct 21, 2008 7:27:16 GMT -5
He feels her lean into him as Rocky goes off to no doubt to his business I would like that having Millisarie and Amir join us, I have not meet many of the crew will be nice to socalize, and Rocky and Sparticus could socalize as well he Kisses Christina
He moves behind her wraps his arms around her So tell me about Millisarie and Amir and Sparticus my dear
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Post by Commander Christina Rivers on Oct 21, 2008 10:00:36 GMT -5
She kisses him when he kisses her and then answers his question.
Well Sparticus is a pug dog. Quite the talker. He and Rocky talk alot. And then there is Millisarie, she's an orien, really friendly. I enjoy her company on the bridge. Then Amir is kind of the funny man out of the two. I've only really soicalized with them on the bridge. Haven't had the chance to meet them off duty yet...I've been laxed in my socialization.
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Post by Lt John Hooper on Oct 21, 2008 14:18:49 GMT -5
He holds her in his arms pug dog. Rocky will be happy to see his freind.
Millisarie, she's is CSCI and Amir is what position.
He whispers into her ear A woman as charming as you should socialize more
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Post by Commander Christina Rivers on Oct 21, 2008 14:34:12 GMT -5
Amir is our veristal specailist officer. He can be called to do any post at anytime and be ok with it.
She then got his whisper and smiled giggling a bit.
I know I should, but there for a while I was tramatized by lossing the ship I was on prior to this one in the war, and Regal needed my help with his heart the way it was. I was the only thing close to family he had around to take care of him. But I am trying to get out more. I think with a man as charming as you helping me I will be able to socialize with the crew like a normal person.
She smiled at him her human side of her re-imgerging and she was enjoying every bit of it.
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Post by Lt John Hooper on Oct 21, 2008 15:59:55 GMT -5
Ah yes they just got married he then hears her giggle a little
When she talked about be traumatized his heart nearly broke he smiled as she said she took care of Regal as she was family to, when she said a man as charming as him would help her socialize more, he gave her and extra hug
He then kissed her neck As long as I'm around I promise you I will do everything I can so you never feel traumatized again
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Post by Commander Christina Rivers on Oct 21, 2008 19:45:46 GMT -5
She put her hands on top of his lacing their fingers togeather as Rocky went exsploring around. I dought that there will be another war to go through. We killed the last of the kind that tore starships apart like they were toys. But I know that I feel better now then I did then. Mostly because of you. You making me relize its ok to be human. Rocky then started barking up a strom and playing in some shrubs that were near by.
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Post by Lt John Hooper on Oct 22, 2008 8:05:13 GMT -5
She put her hands on top of his lacing their fingers together as Rocky went exploring around. He smiled as he looked in her eyes he was getting lost in them when Rocky barked up a storm and was playing in some shrubs What's got in their Rocky he laughs as he looks in Rocky's direction
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Post by Commander Christina Rivers on Oct 22, 2008 12:15:31 GMT -5
She had to break eye contact with John to figure out what was going on with Rocky. He was nosing around in the dirt around the shrubs for some reason and making alot of noise. She kind of did he own growl before saying a command. Rocky come. Rocky popted out of the dirt his face covered in it and had a rag in his mouth. He proudly came over and plopted the dirt covered rag at Christina's feet sitting down and smiling up at her waiting for her to throw it. She had to laugh because the last time that they were in here he had buried his toy. She then threw the toy for him to go find it. But he stayed parked on his butt at her feat wagging his tail and kind of whinning/talking to her until she said anohter command. Go get it Rocky. He took off like a shot going to go find it when he lost where it was at he just went sniffing around for it. She had to laugh he was going to be one dirty dog but at least he was getting his exserise. Told you Jay that he gets into truble. Now he's going to need a bath. Thankfuly he likes baths.
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Post by Lt John Hooper on Oct 22, 2008 17:52:47 GMT -5
She looked to see what Rocky was doing. She kind of did her own growl before saying Rocky come. Rocky popted out of the dirt his face covered in it and had a rag in his mouth. He proudly went over and plopped the rag at Christina's feet sitting down Rocky waiting for her to throw it. She laugh then threw the toy for him to go find it. But Rocky stayed parked at her feat wagging his tail and kind of whining Go get it when she said Go get it Rocky. He took off like a shot going to go find it when he lost where it was at he just went sniffing around for it. Christina laugh at Rocky he could not help but laugh as well Rocky was coverd in dirt dirt But Rocky was as happy as a clam. He smiled when Christina said Told you Jay that he gets into trouble. Now he's going to need a bath. Thankfully he likes baths.
If Rocky likes I will help you bath him he likes Rocky and hopes he will agree, but he knows Rocky may only want his Mommy
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Post by Commander Christina Rivers on Oct 22, 2008 19:01:23 GMT -5
She rubed Jay's hand. He'll actually love to have you help with the bath. He has an offenity towards new people, and I would love it too. For different reasons ofcourse. She then smiled at him. Just have to take him out back and shake him first before he gets out of here with all that dirt on him. She then laughted hearing Rocky with the yellow rag that had the ball tied in it. He was growling and playing with it having a good time as dirt flew off of him.
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